Clouds in my bathroom...

Before I start posting my most depressed pictures heres one of me with squirty cream from a few weeks back.. Just spotted it in a folder which Rory and I have not actually taken a look through yet so in my "usual" photoshopping the only thing which has been done to it is tweaking the lighting and stuff because I was too lazy to do anything else and because there is a ton of dishes waiting to get cleaned...

Well although i have officially been on a break you can't really keep a camera away from me. Here are some Rory shot of me earlier this week just using the light available in the bathroom, a toilet roll tube and a candle holder..

Its hard to explain how I have been feeling in words recently - I know chances are there is nothing to worry about but there is that 1% of doubt in my mind that things aren't going to turn out for the best and its during these doubting moments that I'm at my lowest ebb. No matter how many people say "everything will work out ok" I have trouble believing them, although I like to think of a glass as being half full this week I have been thinking its half empty.